Did I say I love you?

I´d have to be a superfluous not realize that I love you. You fill all my ambitions. You are half of what I don't know and what I ignore. I found you one afternoon as someone who finds a small round stone and holds it for life. You are the roads that I had not walked yet and the villages in which I had not been before. I am going to give you this day and this night the best of me, knowing that, without asking, I will receive the best of you, which is also the best thing that has happened to me.

You are the mirror in which I look at myself and you’re the dialogues I imagined. You´re the accompanied loneliness I was lacking since a long time ago; you erase my sadness and my melancholy, or rather, you rearrange them; You are all I needed. You are the laughter and the silence, the unexpected and what I was waiting for.

You are the one who knows everything; when we dance, you’re the rhythmic and the sensitive one; I am the clumsy, the rough, the one with two left feet. It’s your body that couples well to mine, and it’s mine that mates poorly with yours. And that's why I love you, and maybe that's why, I guess, you love me; or if you don't, at least, you tolerate me.

I could say... I love you, but I could also say I don´t. Because I had not known love before, and because I did not understand love and it was not presented tome as this before.

You could say... You don't love me, that you've only got used to me, and that you don't need me.

But really, I do love you for who you really are, and I love you for what I am, for the one I become when I am with you. I love you for who I am when I am not with you; because then, I am the same or even better than when I am with you; and then, I only have one fear, that when you are not with me, you will be much better, because then you’d know that you don’t need me and that I hinder you and halt you.

Today I have no place where to go other than the place where you are; and if I say Goodbye, it’s not that I want to say it. I only say goodbye to know if you will stay or if you will simply cross the threshold of the door.

But, I can leave whenever you want, when you decide so; and you can stay with me for as long as you want, because I have not bought the time for you to stay with me, and because I have nothing more to give you than what you see, what I am, this one I have become, all because you are... with me.

 

      …. ∞∞∞…. ɷɷɷ …. ϰϰϰ …. ɷɷɷ…. ∞ ….

 

 How things Are going Up There?

How things are going up there?

Isn´t it strange?

You´re going to have dinner

then read and going to bed

Here I am lazing. I just woke up

and lunch is still far away.

You end a day and I´ll start just to think

what I am going to do today.

 

You don´t love me

Probably neither I do

Love is a concept

And a mania too.

You are fourteen hours away

Three meridians and one

Tropic of Cancer divide us.

 

Twelve thousand miles are a barrier

That separate us by sea, by air.

How can love persist if it is true

that it could exist...

 

I am convinced

that love is a believe

for believers to believe.

 

Then it doesn´t matters

if there are meridians, tropics,

continents or oceans that separate

lovers that believe.